I RISE-THE TRANSFORMATION OF TONI NEWMAN by NEWMAN TONI

Author:NEWMAN, TONI [NEWMAN, TONI]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: BookSurge
Published: 2011-04-13T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 6

The Mistress Years

I ran new ads, did okay, and 14th Street became a distant memory for me. I got an apartment in my old neighborhood and established many regular clients. They were dependable and I had a good rapport with most, as the nature of the business required. I would see them every week and knew what they wanted, and they knew their roles and paid me my fee. Some regulars were almost like friends, but I always remembered they were paying for my services. In reality, we were business associates. They told me all about their families, the good and the bad. I listened to their problems and pretended I was truly interested. But it was role-playing, just like acting, and I was a good actor. They brought me gifts. I always had their favorite drinks and wore the outfits they liked best. It was a good arrangement that worked well for all parties involved.

Unfortunately, I noticed my sex drive was getting very low, almost non-existent, due to the female hormone regimen I was still on. The more I took, the lower my sex drive. The hormones were very effective, but also had many negative side effects. I was very moody, and my body felt tired and sluggish. My sex drive dropped so low that on most days, I could not even get an erection. I quickly learned how to please my clients without having one. Some clients were disappointed that I did not get hard, and I would always tell them, next time, for sure. Taking female hormones literally killed my penis’s performance. Though they feminized me, they made it almost impossible to function as a dominatrix. So I became an expert in using my sex toys, like dildos, for my clients who were adamant about wanting a hard penis.

I finally went to a physician to discuss my options. He clearly stated that because I had been taking female hormones for quite a while – a couple years by then – it had affected my sex drive and my ability to masturbate and get erect. He asked me what my goals were in the transformation process and whether I wanted to become post-operative and get sex reassignment surgery.

I replied that I did not believe I wanted to have a full sex change. He told me that if I was going to remain preoperative, there was no reason to stay on the daily female hormone regimen.

So I began to cut back, and eventually I would stop the regimen altogether. The hormones had thickened me out. They had given me a fuller body, made my breasts grow, and softened my skin. Over the course of years, I had felt many changes in my body, but I must admit, when I stopped taking hormones, it felt very good. I had more energy, suffered less mood swings and enjoyed a resurgence of my sex drive.

My most famous client at this time was a television star on one of my favorite daytime soap operas, The Young and the Restless .

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